Ekin Fil
Maps
LP HMS 048


Aural Aggravation

July 2018

The album is largely inspired by her first winter on an island in the Sea of Marmara, away from the hustle and bustle of Istanbul, Maps is a completive work that reflects on experiencing silence and isolation. It's relatable, and as is so often the case, in the personal lies the universal.

Isolation is not necessarily geographic, and distance doesn't need to be great (the Sea of Marmara lies within the greater metropolitan umbrella of Istanbul) to have an effect on the psyche. Distance also needn't be geographic: there's no distance more isolating than emotional distance. It's immeasurable, impossible to quantify, but manifests as a relentless ache, a sense of emptiness that sits in the gut and echoes around the chamber of the chest cavity. Mere inches in physical terms count for nothing when there's that separation, and it grows to a pulling desperation, a gap that can't be bridged. So close, and yet so far… just out of reach. There's no-one to turn to, nowhere to go. Because you're alone. And there are no words. Maps charts a journey through inner space, its hesitant notes representing the hesitant steps into unknown territory, alone.

On Maps, there are no words: this is the language of sound which communicates the message in its entirety. The warm-tones and sparse arrangements define the atmosphere of Maps. Fuzzy-edged guitar notes hanging in rarefied air for an eternity allude to Fil's delicate, understated approach. Her music is sparse yet warm, delicate yet rich.

It's a remarkably quiet, soft, understated work. It isn't that nothing happens, but that evens unfurl discreetly, subtly, solely, with a certain delicacy. Organ wheezes as feedback whines on “Away,” while on the majority of the compositions, it's a soft, echo-soaked piano that provides the main focus for this hushed, sparse song sequence which drifts together to create a very natural flow.

Maps doesn't offer a direct route from A to B. But it does remind that the map is not the territory, and that the geographical terrain is not the mental space.